Holidays?!

Hey, where is my holiday?!!!
Recently, I am so busy till I didn't get enough sleep. Assignment definitely the causative factor !!!
Finally, assignment was submitted yesterday. ^^
But, still I feel so uneasy....WHY...this year all modules are so tough and so analytical?
I really hope I can pass all my assignment and progress to next year!!!!! (Crossed my fingers tightly >.<) gambateh!!!
U guys can't imagine how much of pressure we went through while doing this assignment!!!!!!! Going crazy!!! It is not just the theory matter...it is all about reasoning!!!! oh man...
And so sorry cos I didn't update much here cos I was really busy with my assignment.
After submitted our assignment, we went I-city....wanted to go for a long time. Finally we got the chance!!!! thx firdaus!!! ^^

Lets catch the pichas here!!!

                                                                            I-city !!!

                                                                      Ducky and me ^^

                                                            This remind me of Avatar!!!

                                                               Like wonderland huh?!!!


Pretty enjoyed myself !!!

                                                                         Penang bridge.

I love this photo very very much. I took this when I ran all the way to penang during my hectic week of my assignment!!!! hehehehehe....I really miss my baby so much.

December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys...is near to the end of 2011. Times flies huh?!!!
After the presentation, now is the time to focus on assignment. NO students will like assignment, so do I >.<
I struggle to work out something for the assignment. I hope I can finish up b4 the due date.
Ya, I pass my presentation. I am happy but not to my level of satisfaction. Thx to god.
I really pray hard for my assignments in previous semester, I really hope I can pass both assessments. (Crossed my fingers tightly). I need strength!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, forget abt the studies.
I bought 2 pairs of shoes for the coming Chinese new year ^^

                                                             *winks* RM45 for 2 ^^

I guess I will keep the yellow color shoes for new year, the grey for casual wearing ^^
Baby bought me a shirt from Padini, tat day had 70% discount, so I got the shirt for super cheap price and the quality is good !!! Thx baby...muazksssss
I bought myself a white color singlet too. Quite nice...and it costs only RM17!!!
I love shopping!!!


Twilight part 1 wasn't tat nice for me. I give 3 stars...
Hope the part 2 would be nice^^

I miss baby so  much^^

Random.

Yeah...finally, I complete the introduction part of my assignment. I am so happy although it might need some changes later.
Whatever, I gonna move on...I don't want to stuck in the same paragraph. *winks*

Last week, I had my MUET exam ( I screwed it up >.<) and a short trip to Penang ^^.
The whole trip was simple and joyful. We didn't visit to many places but I enjoyed myself with my boy. muazkssssssss.....
I did a blood test. The results is fine and finally I can confirm my blood group type !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy!!!
Hey guys, I am a O+ blood group baby...^^

Gotta work on my presentation now. c u guys~

I haven't found myself.

Yeah, I confused at this moment. I'm sorry if I make u guys bored with my confusing topic again~
But one thing I very clear right now is I MUST get a degree and earn $$$ then I can finally start to do the things I wanted to do all the time. It is all about money.

I told mom that I might not work as a physio in future cos I think I'm not competent. This work carry too much accountability that I think I might not in position to cope with it. PHEW...finally I say out.
As what I expected, she is freaking out !!!
However, mom. be calm. It is just my thought. I don't execute it yet cos I haven't made my decision.
Don't worry, I still know what I need to do. I love study physio here and just tat I'm not competent to handle this job although I'm still a student here.
For sure, I will work hard for my future, for my future babies son and daughter.
I think I shouldn't think too much at this moment. Just stay focus on my assignment and presentation. It is level 6 assessment man!!!!! Do not take it too easily. I warn u here, leeli.

  

I own him. He is my asset.

I listen to Last Friday Night by Katy Perry. It is nice.

Bliss

                                                             Is my friend looking good?

                                                                Congratulation, friend.

I am really happy for my friend. We are ex-roomate in B-5-32.
We chit-chat till midnight, gossip about ppl. lol.......
She is gorgeous and brilliant so she deserves to be awarded as BEST student of the year !!!!!!
Congrats.

I just going to start my assignment. keep moving on Leeli.

On the loose?

                                                She is cute rite? I like the bottle very much!!!

I went to movie last night, you are the apple in my eye.
Quite impressive movie, I didn't know a guy can be so good and romantic in writing about his story. lol...
I seriously thought tat guy is lame. No offense here~ xp.

I think I'm very funny girl, I cried for nearly every episodes in Ghost Whisperer!
The story is too touching. I just can't help myself.
Drama marathon I hope it is not at this time. Plenty of works are pending.

Be focus, Leeli.

Stress.

OMG. This is what I want to say at this moment.
Feel so tensed up and helpless. Feel like there is a lot of unfinished thing under my To-Do list. Arghh......T.T
During the class today, I feel so confused. Started to worry whether i can do well in the coming presentation or not. This bother me quite sometime.
I really feel helpless. My basic is weak and poor. This really put me not in the good position. I realise about it.
I just don't know what to do the next.
So emo right now.............=.=

Lets talk smtg happy here.
I plan for a camera. I love photography!!!
This gonna be my target at this moment.

 

Panasonic GF2!!!

Gonna do more part time to get this.

hahahahahahahahaha...

I laugh out loud cos I'm happy!!! Blek...xp. (Don't ask me why~)
Started our 1st class after the placement. Felt super happy to meet up all my fellows!
They all are awesome friends. Class as usual tat noisy and in mess ...

I feel tired after a long nap in the afternoon. Felt regret cos I never utilise my time to do revision instead of sleeping the whole afternoon. Tats really bad!!!
Forgot to upload my lovely tooth key chain in last post  so I make it here.

  Cute rite? I love them so much!!! 

   my name is engraved on tat. Tats cool huh?!

I haven't started my assignment and yet another proforma is given. Oh man, I need a break!!!

Presentation, assignment and proforma are instructed to be submitted by next mth!!!! I got a hectic mth!!!

Student will never end up with assignment or any kind of presentation. T.T...

Ok, gonna stop here. Need work double. I admit I just another kiasu gal~ blek...xp.

Guilt

I feel guilty.
Not sure what is the exact situation now. I just hope it can be solved ASAP.
Currently, I have been trying my best to recall back is the book with me or I accidentally put back without my knowledge or I never borrow this book at all and it just a mistake? No one can answer me now. I feel so helpless. I willing to take tat responsibility if this is really my fault because I suffer a lot from being guilty.
No one can  comfort me now. T.T...

Tmr I will go library, figure out the exact situation. No phone call, I will go by myself.
Crossed my finger tightly...  Hope everything is fine.

I love what I do.

 

 yeah, I D.I.Y my shirt.
I feel bored with the original design which is also unfit my body contour.
So, I made a change. I swear, if my mom happen to see this, she will run after me!!!
I guess boyfie won't like it if he see my results. He doesn't like me expose too much!!!
Whatever, I already started it ...blek^^

                                                                       B4 started.

I cut both my PDI shirt. But I keep my red color shirt in a more normal type of cutting. No apparent slanting collar. Just cut the sleeve and the bottom. Whereas, I make my yellow shirt a slanting collar. Make it looks "wild" when I'm wearing this. Here the picha showed my hard work *winks*.

                                                               Blek~ I heart doing this!!!

Next time, I won't be hesitated to wear these shirt.
B4 done with this D.I.Y work, I cleaned my room. Roomie is not around so it is more easier for me to do my cleaning work.
Thx my boy from giving me his new box! (which is a free gift from his RM 129 mouse from PC EXPO.)
He is really sweet~ I save money so Im happy!!!
OK, Back to the cleaning talk.
I re-arrange my book rack. Keep some book to my new blacky box. It is big enough for me to put quite a lot of things.
structured up my study table and some little girlish things to my box. (A new small box from home, I asked from my sis ^^).
Keep everything in order. Here is the new look of my study table!

                                                            My favorite corner in my room.

Apart from doing this cleaning work, I went movie with boyfie as well. What a wonderful weekend after back from home!!! Actually I just came back from home last saturday!!! Miss home nia~
Boyfie made me a key chain with out photos. He made two, one for me while another one for himself. So lovely right.

                                                                           I like it!!!


 He even made me a tooth key chain again which is really made by himself. This is my second tooth key chain!!! (he is not a key chain maker in shopping center, just he did it with some material from home!!!)
Very meaningful for me. Thx dude!!! muazkssss!!! 


Ya, mom alter the dress for me.
I bought this dress through a fashion page from internet. Love this dress from my 1st sight on it. So i bought.
 HOWEVER...it is too loose for my body. I know I small...T.T
Mom even scolded me bcos of this but she still alter for me la!!!! lol...

                                                            This is b4 the alteration. 

                                                           My hair looks suck!!! >.<

                                                       SEE!!! mommy make a miracle!!!

Definitely love my mom to the max. lol...I guess I inherit her skillful sewing skill and I make a nice D.I.Y shirt as well...(hiak hiak hiak!!!).

Sometime I just fed up with my sis. She didn't see me for month and yet she complains abt my complexion and my hair!!!

yeerrr...why ur face so dehydrated? ur hair quality is deteriorating!!!  

This is what she had complaining about my appearance.

Look at the mirror this morning, I can't deny that what she had said was right. My complexion is dehydrated.

Never mind, I will do more hydration therapy by using mask!!!
For my hair, I change a new brand hair shampoo!!! Tsubaki~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wanted to try on this brand for sometime...so it is time for Tsubaki and no more Rejoice!!!

                                                                Rejoice at the side~^^
                                                                      Tsubaki!!!

It comes with the conditioner in a package which is cost RM 28.90.
My boy said it is worthy to buy in package and I bought it.
WOW...I blog for such a long Essay here.
I think I should stop by now.
C u guys!!!

                                                                 Have a nice day!!!

Raining season.

   
Raining.
It drops outside my window.
I miss home.



OMG. This is what I want to shout for the whole day. Flip through my module book, read through the assignment guidelines, I feel so helpless.

Tmr I'm going bck home. Mom is waiting for me I guess. She said will make soup for me. YEAH!!!

I got motivation to prepare for the coming assignment and presentation. Wanna work hard for it. ^^

01.11.11

Today, a day with special numbers. Chronological date. But, still a boring day for me.
No plan for this week, I'm thinking when to go bck home. Sunday? Thursday? Still can't make a decision.

Started my thumblr last week. I have fun so far.
Checking calendar, period coming, MUET exam coming, presentation coming and assignment on the run.
Busy rite? It sounds tat my calendar is full. No fun for the next one month. =.=lll

Menstrual disorder is emotional and mood swing.

                                                                          Blek~

It is over.

Yeah, I would like to announce here that I have completed my 6th clinical placement today!!! officially we done!!! Although, it has been completed one week earlier than the exact date but still, we completed it. ^^
Seriously, I don't really enjoy this placement. It makes us mentally depressed and tensed up!!!
However, I can't deny that I gained fruitful experience in these 3 weeks time.

Firstly, I gained my confident in treating stroke patient.
I rehabilitate and facilitate patient in their daily functional task. Get them adapted to their condition which is a long term condition. It is tiring and yet inspiring. I enjoyed it.
I have to admit that I'm not good in rehabilitating long term condition, often practice ineffectively. =.=lll
But this time, I can see the outcome after the treatment. ^^
I really happy to witness this clinically. I did it somehow.
One thing I really have to improve (x100) a lot, my basic knowledge of the condition and important element in rehabilitating the patient.

Apart from this, I gained something else which is not about the studies but my perspective of how do live a life to the fullest. There is no consistent definition for good life. It is vary from person to person. I have my own. ^^
I have seen patient with TBI, Stroke, SCI, Amputee. The story behind them do inspire me. Inspire me to be a more positive thicker ( I still trying my best to achieve this). We cant predict what will happen the next in our life. So, live in the moment. Appreciate with what u having right now. I understand it is not easy than just saying.
Somehow I feel scared to accept the truth and face the reality. I glad to see those patient they being strong to accept their current condition and the impact that bring to them. They are strong.
Ok, stop being pessimistic here. SMILE．　

Deepavali~ ^^

So happy cos I can woke up without worrying about the placement!!! Today is holiday!!!!! Hooray~Happy deepavali to all my indian friendssssssssss
One thing that makes us happy the most is we might complete our placement by this week. We suppose to complete it by next week but due to some issue the hospital allow us to complete by this week. *winks* ^^
Seriously, I don't really enjoy the placement. Quite torturing!!!
However, I have learn skills ...I practice it, apply it ~ but it is too bad cos I can't do follow up case if not I would like to c the outcome from the previous treatment session.

I can't deny tat this hospital does expose me to different kind of conditions that I never see b4. it boost my resolution and make up my mind that I should really possess a very good basic knowledge. I very bad in this...and I know I need to work hard!!!!!!

The past few days was raining day. haiz...raining day always makes me down. I miss blue sky and I love blue sky!!!  I hope can lie on the green plant and look up to the blue sky...thn I should pay a visit to cameron highland right? yeah, I should just work on it.


I miss my boy. muazksssssssss~

 

*huggie* miss u, boy

Sunday morning. I love it.

Morning guys...it has been a long time since my last post. Sori, was busy in the last mth xp.
Started my 6th placement 2 weeks ago. Frankly, I don't really enjoy it and I feel so stressed up and angry for sometime. Although, I don't like it but I know I should hold my ground shouldn't be too emotional. Gambateh!!!

Hey, I made some changes to the layout of my blog. I personally like it very much!!! Hope u guys too ^^ <3
The picha that I selected as the header was courtesy of Dennis Yap photography. I downloaded from his link. Nice rite? He always has nice picha and I do admire his talent!!!

I miss home. I miss the home cook very much. I not eating well here. Just realise I being so unhealthy at this moment. Just hoping tat my weight will not go down < 43kg. Too slim doesn't make me look better !!! >.<
Recently, I am not so into facebook anymore. It makes me feel bored somehow. Ironically, I still browse through it everyday like checking everyday news of the day >.<lll

                                                                  I miss the blue sky !!!

Got to do some chores rite now. c u guys ^^

Random post.

Just a random post here.

I spent my last weekend in Melaka. I was kinda enjoyed with those local food, tourist hot spot and the well-known Jonker street.


These few days I wasn't in mood of blogging. (stress...and so on)

I will be bck ^^.

                                                          leelitou^^

Contented

I am absolutely contented.
Materialistic mindset I do have but I contented at this moment. Happy with everything I'm having right now.

I am grateful with everything that surroundings me.
I am lucky enough to own an ideal study environment, finacially supported by PTPTN which is a full loan package for my studies, safe and comfortable room in hostel and so on.
Whenever I face a problem, there is always a somebody there to help me. Thanks to the somebody. I appreciate that.

I appreciate friendship which is a bond that mean so much to me. I love my friends.
I love my family. They give me a home, a place where I can let go all those boredom and live under their guardian.
I love my boyfriend. He take care of me well. He brings out the real of me. He makes me loves. So I love him back.

I love myself.
Thanks leeli, you are impressive. You already come to this point so far.
Trust yourself. You can make a way out from the obstacle.
It might be a hardship you have ever met so far but keep your faith on.
You tired?
Remember you are not the only one who bear with this hardship alone, there is always someone out there and they might be suffered more than you.
They struggle, they strive, they survive. The same thing goes to you.
Improvise, adapt and overcome.
Have faith leeli.
Be a bright spark.

Happy go lucky~

Yeah~ got inspired by fyfa today with her quote: HAPPY GO LUCKY~
A simple and yet inspiring quote for everyone here.
No matter what, life still goes on without any disturbances. ^^ *winks*


Today, we got 2 simple classes. Journal presentation and lecture. Tats it...
I cooked noodles as my lunch again, Simple and healthy noodles. (Sorry couldn't take a picture cos I was kinda nervous tat time. xp)
Take a nap after the lunch time.Arghh!!!!!???? I should strive for my studies by now but ended up with afternoon nap!!!! Next mth going to be a hectic mth till novemeber!!!!

1. HKL neuro discipline posting (one mth in a scary department = =lll).

2. Assignment preparation (level 6 assignment, no more cincai cincai liao~ = =lll).

3. Final presentation preparation (assessment presentation nt a normal kind presentation, be serious!!!).

4. Resit preparation (erm...this one I sendiri kepo. Just be prepared if I really fail my core skill...still hoping tat I got the chance to pass both of my assignment for my previous sem.) crossed my finger hardly!!!!!

5. MUET exam!!!!!!!!!! (this is my third time sitting for this exam. Score band 3 for the past 2 exams...hope this time I able to score band 4 and above!!!!!!!!!)

6. Clear my reading list. There is a lot of books under my reading list.


So far, tats all I need to concern for the coming next mth and I MUST start it all by now NOT next mth only!!!!!
Leeli, gambateh!!!! U can do it...!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Apart from my studies, I decided to have a proper plan to balance my expenses!!! Hope that it works somehow. I spent quite a lot last mth....but I know it is worth it. ^^

Deeply in love in few songs recently... the lyrics is nice and meaningful....

                                                    The day of me~


Gonna stop here. C u guys^^...

Penang !!!

Yeah...Just had an awesome Penang trip again during my Raya holiday. This time I didn't follow Subba to Penang but with my lovely one...^^
This is also the 1st time I didn't stay in Subba's house and spend my time in Batu Maung~ XP.....

I spent ard 5 days in penang and everyday the whole day with baby ^^. (Miss those time nia~)
We visited quite a lot of places and we were tired, enjoyed and got tan skin after those days...especially my back!!!!!!!! However, it looks sexy for me (according to my frenssssss...) Actually, I quite satisfied with my tan skin look at my back...it does look sexy and sporty for myself~^^

I grew fat. Undoutebly...I really grew fat after eating so much of food and I didn't excrete well during the time in Penang...==lll. Constipation problem always surrounds me whenever I go...

Here I post with some photos we taken in penang... Sorry...I can't really share all of it...
cos there are quite amount of them....(paiseh...xp)

Baby brought me to a mountain. A mountain we have to go all the way up to Kek Lo Shi...quite a distance to go up. We even met a snake during our way to the temple. We went up and down the jungle road...cold, scary and quiet...this is all I can describe when I passed by the jungle... >.<lll.
After a long journey...finally we reached the temple on the mountain and it is really NICE scenery !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ (excited whenever think about tat again ^^)

                                                        nice right?

                                                    The temple~

Of course this time we won't miss the chance to take some pictures of us!!!

 

my lovely one~

                                                         blek~^^

                                           Just in love with the smiles~^^

I spent one of my afternoon time on beach at Batu Feringgi again!!!!! still In love with those lovely sand, sea view and beachside!!! This time, I tried to ride on baby's shoulder!!!! I wanted to try tat for a long time and this time, I got the chance!!!!! It is reallyexciting cos I got a vast vision...I used to be short all the time and this time I was really high enough to touch some leaves on the trees...I scream out loud!!!!
I was screaming...cos I excited and scared!!! scared of falling down!!!! Luckily baby strong enough to hold me!!!! Thx Mr D for riding me on ur shoulder!!!! I love this feeling!!!!!!

                                                         Take one ~

                                                          Take two~

                                                Footprints~where we at...

We visited to Nyonya open house and Tian Hou Gong. At 1st, we thought we might not get the chance to visit these 2 places...cos we don't really know where is it located. Luckily, we still able to find out the location (accidently found out when we lepak ard little india area^^)
The house is really nice and full with lots of decoration which we can't even see nowadays. It is a good experience. Young generation should pay their visit there!!!

                                                 The Nyonya House~

                                                   The handmade~

                                                  Look long nia~

                                                          Girlish look~ 

                                   ?!!! serious look? Bt i think he looks funny~

Baby brought me to Stary Quay...on the way to Batu Feringgi~ quite nice and ideal place for couple to date. At 1st we tot of visiting at night also but we were tired so off to home early tat night.

                                       I felt shy when took this photo >.<...

                                                       Stray Quay view!!!

 

                                                            Ours...

We also visited to Xing Zhou Qiao where the movie had taken in this place. We spent quite a long time to look for it. At last, we found this place while we ate Ai Yu Bing. There are actually some signboards but we didn't notice about tat cos it is situated in a higher place than we expected. Luckily we still able to find this place.

                                                  Papan corridor...

                                                        Night view~

                                                    Main Entrance~

We also tried delicious Penang curry mee at Kuatan Road. But I don't really know the exact place. We also tried on the SUSU...at the roadside stall. The business is ran by an indian but he can speak super fluent Hokkien~ !!! Impressed by him tat time.

                                                       Susu stall...

                                          My fav Penang curry mee!!!

Apart from eating and walk ard Penang Island. I got the chance to spend time with baby's family. I have my lunch and dinner at his house. Sometime I do feel guilty cos he can't really spend his time at home with his family but he spent the time with me the most >.<...

We took a photo with his nephew!!! A cute but yet a naughty boy. I called him wo xiong (sorry, I'm nt good in cantonese pronouciation!!! blek^^). I played with him till exhausted!!!! Sleepy after the play~>.<lll...

 

                                                     say cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!

Overall, I got a nice trip in Penang and come with the sun burn then got sexy tan skin. hehehehe...

If u wanna follow fashion trend, just do like this picture!!!

                                                          blek!!!

Hahahahahaha....gonna stop here d. c u guys^^