The mixed feelings

I got a mixed feeling as the exams are getting closer to us.

1st is the panic and tension towards the coming exams. 

2nd is the excited and ecstatic feeling towards the unknown future life.

A changes from a college student to a working person.

Although, I have no ideas how is my working life would be, I certainly gear up for the upcoming challenges. 

First of all, I need to ensure I doing well in the coming exams. 

To be frank, I scared and worried for my proposal as I really think that I screwed up the introduction part. I even think that amma really useless to certain extent. I shouldn't let this thing to happen again. Certainly not!!! 

After few episodes of useless crying, I finally feel better and getting more courage to face the coming final exams. I understand I already did my best and I swear I do try really hard on structuring every part of my proposal. It just that some of the part didn't turn out exactly as what I expected and planned. As long as I know that I already did my best so I should let go those uneasy feelings towards the submitted proposal and strive for the coming exams. (I know you guys probably already sick of listening to my nagging about my proposal!!! >.< I just can't let go this pulling-hair kind of sensation whenever I think about it again.)

Our class still got one practical exam and one presentation are pending, after that we all are free birds!!!!

So that's how the mixed feelings come to my mind. OMG, I just can't believe our class are graduating!!!!!!

Excited, excited and still excited!!!

Ok, I think I shouldn't think and plan so much right now. 

Should have just focus to what I suppose to do at this moment. 

So, wish me luck!!! ^^

No, is wish all of us the best luck!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: I found someone who actually always share the thought as me. *winks*

One of our class trip <3

Miss it. Muazksssss!!!

His Birthday!!!

Finally, I can write this post after completing my mock exam. Everything is fine but more efforts are needed for the actul coming exam >.<

Gambateh!!!

This is a birthday post for Dennis Lieu, my hilarious bf.

We celebrated his birthday one week ago and he was happy and surprised for the birthday celebration.

I planned to give a surprising birthday celebration for him since he did the same for me >.<
Moreover, this is his 21st birthday so I think it is essential to give him something special.
I believe this babi hutan sure is expecting something from me!!!
This is quite headache because I have no ideas what to give him.
But, I still able to come out some ideas 

1. Perfume + birthday card.

He gave me a hint that he wanted a perfume as birthday present.
To be frank, my sense for choosing nice perfume is terrible, whatever I thought is nice, it would not be nice for him
So, I don't know how!!!
Luckily, I got Kai Wen and Subba, they really gave me their hand in time!!!
At last I got a nice perfume with affordable price !!! *wink*

*winks*
Perfume from The Face Shop.

 Gift box.
Like this gift box picture so just uploaded it. ^^

 For him. Blek :p
This time, I really running out of ideas on how to make the card.
This time, the card is a bit simple for him.

2. Customized birthday cake

Yeah, a cake which is specifically made for him with a cartoon version of his face on it.
This is so hard to draw the draft as his eyes is so small!!!! lol

 

 So, I draw a bigger eyes for this. Look cute right?!!!
He do mention that this cartoon face doesn't really look like him.
Overall, he still likes it. ^^

3. Birthday video from Penangites.

I got an ideas to gather all the video with birthday wishes for him.
Thanks for his family members and friends being so cooperative by contributing their efforts to make the respective videos!!!
You guys are really awesome and he is lucky to have you all!!!

TQ so much!!!

Another surprise was given by his KL gang.
We lied to him that only me will be celebrated with him on Wednesday.
In fact, his gang already waited outside Station1 and prepared to come in any time.
I really poor in organisation la.
Cos it almost can't be done due to my nervous and panic action. lol.
Forgot to take more pictures and even our picture with the birthday cake.
Luckily, we still able to surprise him without any prior informed.

The look after getting his gifts.

 Reading the card.
I gave it right before the gang came in.
Cos I really shy to give in front of them >.<

Finally!!!!!!

 

 Cake and the Candles....!!!

 Making his wishes.

 Cutting the cake.

 With the gang.
Take 1.

 With the gang.
Take 2.


Really appreciate the gang willing to come out at midnight just for him.
Really paiseh as I know some of them quite tired after this. Especially tomorrow still got classes and work.
Anyway, TQ so so much!!!


Thanks to everyone who participate in this celebration and make him happy.
TQ!!!

Classes started!!!

OMG, finally we got our first class started yesterday.
This is like FINALLY for us.
Cuz we have been apart since the last 8th placement which is 2 month plus ago....such a long time we lost our contact in class.
Kind of exciting moment when stepped into the class.
Everybody like happily enjoying talking without worrying for the project.
I think I shouldn't cling onto the past (project proposal), I should focus on what I suppose to do now.
But sometime I still can't help myself from not thinking about this. This is definitely a mental torturing for me.

I bet friends already sick of listening to my nagging which is about my mistake in proposal !!! 

This is really heart broken when you need to face certain situation that you will not want to meet with. I think I got it yesterday. Not only me, but the few of us!!! 

I really tell myself at that time, prove to him....you can do it also!!!!! Just do it and just prove it!!!!

I guess I really need a proper plan on structuring a good time table for myself. 

JUST DO IT WITH NO REGRET!!!

Sound very enthusiasm right?!!! So you have better planned it properly.

Well, forget about the sad thing, let talk about something good and happy (like telling myself...>.<)

I got a new phone. Not iphone or samsung galaxy or bla bla bla. 

It is a normal phone but filled with the love from my parents to me!!!! 

I dropped my phone...and it got crashed nicely by car.

then the second phone dropped inside the toilet bowl which I have to kneel down and picked it up again (Don't worry  it is not smelly at all.).

So because of my careless, I left no back-up phone anymore...

Then dad offered a new phone, I said NO at that time (Don't know why I acted like a good girl that time).

But I resume that offer after one week....then dad got me this.......

 Sony Ericsson WT13i... 

 It is quite small but nice for holding.

It only cost my dad RM 270...consider cheap right?

I really love its design and quality of pictures are presentable. Although it is not a smart phone, it is definitely suitable for me in daily use.

Next time will try to upload some picture taken by my phone. 

Anyway, still really wanna thanks to my parents!!! 

That is one of thing that can make me happy about during the proposal time. It does brighten up my day^^ 

Anyway, we gonna be very busy in the next one month. Final is just around the corner....fighting cohort 2!!!

 No pain, No gain.