whysoserious?: July 2012

Tuesday 31 July 2012

The break-through

The first glance at this picture really shake my heart.

I got it randomly from FB wall.

This is really amazing.

I'm just like this bird, standing in one corner of the world and fighting for my future.

Recently, I quite stressed up with the project and placement.

But I still able to cope with both so far.

However, I can't give a balance btw these two.

When doing project, thinking about assessment.

When writing for assessment, thinking about project.

This is how I spend my everyday since placement started.

Sort of going crazy mode in everyday.

I might look very relaxed but I can sense my nerves are panicking!!!
I've been questioning myself whether I can achieve this break-through or not.

Every night is going through the pulling hair-heart screaming-don't feel like doing anything mood.

Really have to struggle psychologically to tell myself:

All Izz Well!!!

and

Please work hard!!!

The things that holding me back from each of giving up thought are:

My Future.

My Parents.

Myself.

I wanted for so many so many things.

So, you know what you should do now.

Please work hard, leeli.

No jokes, this is very serious issue.
You need this break-through for everything in future.

Friday 27 July 2012

Alex's birthday!!!

Seriously, I dislike posting for more than one month.
AND

3 weeks to go !!!

I always love to mingle with bunch of friends.
Loving the noisy atmosphere and laughter for our silly and hilarious jokes.
This time, we grabbed a chance and gather for Alex's birthday celebration.
So, a secret plan was undergoing for his birthday celebration without his knowledge and we got 2 mastermind to run out this plan.
Once everybody confirmed upon their attendance, we make a move out earlier than Alex. Just want to create some coincidence scene in restaurant with him (We knew earlier where he would goes for dinner with the friend.)

A handmade card with everybody wishes on and boxing glove were the birthday gift that we planned to give.
He interested on boxing lately, so boxing glove would be the best gift for him!!!!

Venue: Sushi Zanmai.

3 MUST during birthday ^^

Step 1: Surprise look with the cake.

Step 2: Make a wish

Step 3: cut the cake ^^

Feeding the cake^^

While waiting for our dinner.

I'm starving la wei!!!

My empty plate.

Finally, they served our dinner!!!!

However...

This was not mine.

Unadon.

My dinner set: seafood treasure.

Super like the seafood taste.

Erm....forgot the name d.
Anyway, it's really tasty.

With his lovely salad set.

Taipopo and the birthday boy, Alex.

My precious one <3

Me and the birthday boy.

Roomie ^^

Boy gang.

Gymate.

The so called DT gang.

Finally, the birthday boy with his boxing glove.

Happy birthday, Alex.

Tuesday 17 July 2012

A choice

Wohoo.....Started my 8th clinical placement in college clinic now.
Everything is so far so good. ^^
Clinic is near and convenient for me to travel up and down ^^

Nothing special or particular topic to blog about.
I just feel like doing some random blogging here.
I love blogging and I love my blog.

Meeting one of my good friend yesterday.
She is still as awesome as before.
Enjoying talking to her.
She'd been through so much and finally she made her choice.
She will be joining us back again.
I think she made a right choice.\
All the best my friend.

Speaking to choices.
How many of you know that you have made a right choice?
I don't know about me either.
I wonder how to define a good or right choice?
I wonder how we conclude a wrong choice?

Seriously, I don't know how and I don't want to know how neither!!!
All I need is.....listened to what my heart say.
I have faith in it.
It leads me to a right choice.
Sometime, it is not bad to make a wrong one.
I bet this is how we define a right choice.
So complicated right?
Whatever... Just do what I say, what I think what I want.
Don't worry, I'm doing fine here.
Just try to behave a little bit mature nowadays....err(vomiting )

Tuesday 3 July 2012

Time with flowers!!!!!!

I feel old >.<...wtf

The reason that make me feel old nowadays is because we are growing up year by year.
Not the matter of aging but the experience, the road that we have gone so far.
Just spent my last weekdays in Genting with my girls.
I can't believe that my girls have done with theirs own degree programme and started to make their progress to workplace anytime.
Soon and later, it will be my turn as well.
This trip was not really planned earlier. We just had this suggestion during N months ago, probably back in new year time. I thought it might not be executed as we all are busy with studies.
Ironically, we don't even spend our time together although we almost in KL for more than 3 years.
So, I don't really put high expectation on this trip at first >.<
Finally, we made it!!!!!!!!!!!!
I uploaded the photos in FB already, so u may click on this icon for further viewing because I'm not gonna repeat all the photos here again but a few that I think is significant for us during the trip.