The break-through

The first glance at this picture really shake my heart.

I got it randomly from FB wall.

This is really amazing.

I'm just like this bird, standing in one corner of the world and fighting for my future.

Recently, I quite stressed up with the project and placement.

But I still able to cope with both so far.

However, I can't give a balance btw these two.

When doing project, thinking about assessment.

When writing for assessment, thinking about project.

This is how I spend my everyday since placement started.

Sort of going crazy mode in everyday.

I might look very relaxed but I can sense my nerves are panicking!!!
I've been questioning myself whether I can achieve this break-through or not.

Every night is going through the pulling hair-heart screaming-don't feel like doing anything mood.

Really have to struggle psychologically to tell myself:

All Izz Well!!!

and

Please work hard!!!

The things that holding me back from each of giving up thought are:

My Future.

My Parents.

Myself.

I wanted for so many so many things.

So, you know what you should do now.

Please work hard, leeli.

No jokes, this is very serious issue.
You need this break-through for everything in future.