I say I am pretty!!!

Hey, this song definitely sing into my heart ♥

Na na na 

I'm not beauty queen

I just beautiful me  

How I hope I can tell this sentence to the past of me!!! 
I used to be insecure and low self-esteem.
U guys can't imagine how I look upon myself when I started compare myself to other girls.
Stupid and foolish right?!!!
When I was standard 5, my boy classmate (I still remember who is he) teased at my funny teeth...
He even asked me not to smile cos it doesn't look nice. 
I should have tell him:
Hey, what's wrong with u? wtf...

That actually a big impact to me.

I have dark skin, crook teeth and funny hair style.

U know la, no matter boy or guy they tend to like fair skin girl....

I don't really have faith to those who say they don't really care to girl's skin colour?!!!

(Except my bf?!!!!!! lol) 

When I was in secondary school, things wasn't change.
1. My sis heard from someone else who talked at the corner:
She is just as ugly as her sister (me).
 When I was told by my sis, I started to cry.
Useless right?!!!


2. I was told by my friend: 

Actually, U not pretty la. I don't even ask him to judge me

I freeze and Don't know what and how to react!

I got hurt.

But, I still manage to chill myself...
At least I not blaming why I not pretty? sometime I did la
I appreciate my healthy body and everything from my parents and God

  However, I think I look better or I am pretty in my way and they don't know how to appreciate and where my potential is. ^^

So, after some sort of emo period, 

I got back myself.

As time flies...

I know that, no one is perfect.

Just be myself.

Enjoy life.

and 

bring out the perfect me ^^

The current me still need more confidence and get rid of low self-esteem.

and I know, I can do it.

I know, I am pretty!!!!

Middle finger to those who (mentioned) actually hurt me.

Happy weekend !!!

yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I ♥ weekend~

Finally, it comes to weekend! Completing the 1st week of posting, still got another 5 weeks to go ~

Well, my 1st week was considered ok ok only... to get familiar and adapt to the environment and the working system, as well as the working team.

Everything went fine and surprisingly good :)

People there are friendly and helpful....we can really enjoy ourself and be flexible to whatever we wanted to do.

Pretty appreciate the moment right now and hope it will goes smoothly till the end of the posting (finger crossed).

We expend a lot in our 1st week. For food and petrol...and it is very tiring as we almost got stuck in the jam after work~tired of waiting!!!!!!!

At 1st, we worried the food in cafe might be very expensive and we even plan to bring roti as our lunch but we still check out the food in cafe during our lunch time. 

Surprisingly, the food in cafe is delicious and the price is reasonable. 

RM 4.25: u can choose any three of the dishes + one drink (refillable). ^^

So, we say sayonara to our roti plan, better stick to the rice cos we need strength!!! 

 

Ya....the day before  I went to the washroom at G floor. I found something and I read it. The name sounds familiar. I guess it might be his name.

So, I confirm this again through internet!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! I found him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna know who is he? Stay tuned and U will know in my upcoming post!!!!

xixixixixixixixiixi

P/S: I don't like my post doesn't has a single photo :(

@.@

Damn tired....I just hope I can click a DISLIKE button for the placement. Sometime I just hate placement cos I'm a lazy bum~ @.@.......However, I consider a lucky one in the class cos my placement is not that bad....^^



                                                                                    I hate watching Taiwan series~

Don't worry, they got nice TV series....

I hate watching because the scene always remind me of the unhappy experience

I can't further my studies in Taiwan.

Yup, I got an physiotherapy course offer from a Taiwan's university...

I was damn happy cos I got the chance to further my studies in overseas and I got my fav subject!!!

I jump, I shouted and screaming when my name was in the list!!!

HOWEVER 

It just turn to ntg when my parents against my decision!!!

Financially unstable, danger(earthquake) and they was doubting whether I can really take care of myself in Taiwan alone?

So, 

I kept my passport, crying over night and just stare at my offer letter.

Of course, I did try to overcome those problem...

I even brought trouble to my family...

at last...I say NO with the broken heart to the offer letter.

Till now, I still keep the offer letter~

  U guys can imagine how hard for me to turn down the offer...

I cried and cried...

Daddy always remind me...that is always a place for me to further my studies...

So, I accepted with tears...

I watched those Taiwan series...I saw the scenery...

so nice...

I saw those Uni building...

so nice...

I saw those friendly Taiwanese...

so nice...

I saw.....(watever thing in Taiwan)

so nice....

Then,

I started to nag...

WHY WHY WHY !!!

I know this is too much...

but I just can't stop thinking of it.

so lame right?!!!

Forget about it and keep moving on~

                   

不懂为什么，有想要掉泪的感觉。

有没有一个地方可以这样躲起来哭啊？

找不到。

我找不到。

Placement

Not really slept well yesterday night!!!
Not because of drama marathon but is about the presentation slides >.<
Working with group-mates till 3am in the morning!!! and still can't satisfied with our work.
At last, we assumed we completed the slides and went to bed....exhausted la !!!  
Everyone was complaining the difficulties of understanding the question and how to work on it~(still can recall how the other group members and us digging our brain to think for a solution).
I wonder why we still able to browse through Facebook and the mouth was actually nagging about the workload....lol (see how addicted we are ?!!!).
At last, we done our presentation and we know where the mistake is made. Well done, dudes!!!

Today, we almost slept during the class of clinical briefing.
Yup, we are going to our 7th clinical placement next Monday again!!!
This time, we have to spend one and half month in Hospital!!!
Oh man..................I can see my eye bags waving its hand to me and another hectic and sleepless days are coming soon!!!
This is our second last placement throughout the 4 years of the course. Quite nervous and feeling uneasy when we know the day is coming soon and this always remind us with those previous placement experience in other Hospitals.
We always raise up our tone when talking about those bad experience....like today, we already started it...lol....

The place that I have gone so far was good and enjoyable.
The 1st placement was in Hospital Batu Pahat with kai wen.

 we were so excited to take this picture with the white coat on!!! Look pro right?!

 So we keep snapping non-stop with this white coat!

Next, with the study model of the Spine.

That was my 1st time visit to Batu Pahat. Tumpang at Kai wen's house...and I had fun. lol...

2nd placement in Penang Island Hospital with Murali.

 Seriously, we 2 really enjoyed during this placement.

We learned things and observed skillful spinal manipulation at this Hospital and this actually inspired us a lot.

 Apart from placement, we had fun till the max in Penang Island!!!

Penang really a nice place for u to pay ur visit to.

This is when I started fall in love to Penang!!!

Yahuuuuu!!!

I am a lucky girl. lol

Because my 3rd placement still in Penang...Lam Wah Ee Hospital with Fyfa.

 Another joyful experience with Fyfa in placement. 

We both in short hair tat time.

How I look with short hair? nice?!!!

Our 1st 1 Malaysia photo!!! lol......

Still remember how naughty was Fyfa's brother!!!
But he is cute^^

My 4th placement in Hospital Kemaman with kai wen, shau phing and usha.

 lol...we don't really enjoy the placement but we super enjoyed those happy moment outside the hospital.

We explore to new places, taste new food, rent a car and drove all the way to Kuantan!!!

 Meeting with the Kuantan gang...lol

 lol...our funny picture at the beach side of Cherating.

There really got nice and fantastic beach side!!!

My 5th placement was in IJN with subba, deepa and usha.

 The department is super duper cold...we shivering everyday...we always felt sleppy during the placement sometime, we just slept off while cycling...lol...

 During the recess time...we always sit here cos it is really cold inside !!!

Taking blood pressure manually.

 Somehow we just sleep like tat!!!

We played madly...lol

Ehem...I would like to say...my 6th placement was not really good in a way.

In HKL with subba, usha, kai wen, sheng mei, Jemis, shau phing, Chris and Fyfa.

Nobody can imagine our thrilling experience filled with frustrating, tears and tiring (mentally). Somehow, we learned something like how to cope up with stress. We always said our placement is so dramatic and we do grateful it has been completed successfully after one month!!!

Happy and satisfied dinner in Annalakshmi.

Look at those happy face after completing the placement!!!

Now, 7th placement is just around the corner (coming Monday), I wish all the the best to our cohort fellows and pls enjoy to the max!!! ^^

Stupidity

Feeling so stupid today.

I can't even complete my presentation.

Look at the slides, there is a one minute I blank and don't know how to start the line >.<

In fact, I wrote down whatever I wanted to say on a draft paper but still.......I can't TALK!!!

Stupid right?!!!!

I can't tahan myself!!!

Trust me, I really wanted to be serious about it but I still laughed out~

I always face this kind of problem: can't stay focus during presentation or during the class >.<

Hehehe.......I got my ordered keychain from Artcraft4u.

 Opps...not this is one xp.

The cham imply my passion- camera.

 Yup, is this is this la...nice rite?

The cham symbolise to wedding.

Ya, this is my friend's wedding gift.

And also the sticky...

hope she will like it ^^

I feel so excited to prepare the gift for her. She is considered the very 1st one who get married in my close friend list. 

Evon,

Wishing u a very blissful marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My friend, Tian Song is going to go for posting in his final semester.

Wishing him all the best and good luck ^^

 Tian song and me^^

Class photo?

No....just simply ni la...

Have a nice day ^^

:)

I’m officially a year four student now. yahuuuuu

Feeling so excited to talk about this.

I got my progression letter ytd which means so much important to me as I did badly in last year module but still lucky enough to pass those assignments and got this progression letter. I’m grateful for all these. ^^

Forget about the mistake that I have made in yesteryear, I got to move on.

I swear to get my degree this year. (Is a must and I know I can do it if I infuse 100% effort on it.)

Wishing all the best and good luck to my friends :)

Our 7^th clinical placement is just ard the corner but we still haven't got the actual allocation yet.As what our lecturers said, I will be tgt with Rupan and Thama as a team at Tropicana medical centres. I never heard of this centres before and our funny Rupan tot it might be located in Penang (he wanted go bck to Penang so badly!!!) so keep asking Sir till he also get confused with us. Lol……..Rupan, sorry cos we suppose in Kota Damansara but not Penang!!! poor thing….Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo……

Forget about the studies, I watched an awesome movie one days ago.

“Love you you”

The tittle sounds so lovely that I totally fascinate on it. This movie was recommended by my sister and Angelababy was the heroine in the movie and YuYan is super handsome and muscular (I love muscular guy!!!)

So, I watched it.

They taken this movie at Pulau Lang Tengah, Malaysia.

This small Island is located next to Pulau redang and Perhentian but it still a pristine dive area compare to Redang and Perhentian. 

There are some pictures I copy from Google image :)

 I love blue....

 Gorgeous lady, Angelababy ♥

 The movie is amusing and romantic.

I don't think Im gonna talk about the plot over here.

Just watch it, I'm very sure u will like it!!!
Have a nice day :)