Motivation

Morning guys....today, I am the early bird.

Sad, Frustrated, Moody...all those negative minded are fully take over my mind ytd after I received my recent assignment result. 

Of course I'm happy that I passed it but still I felt ashamed with the mark. T.T

Mr P had scolded me as I score this kind of low mark in level 6 module....

I moody...I moody...I moody...this is what I have gone through after I got to know my results.

 BUT

 After that, I went for food hunting...to release those pessimism. 

 The amount is double up than my usual food intake. I do really relieved after eating those food!!!!!!!!!!! (I'm  getting fat and fat!!!!!!!!!).

I tell myself, hey...why u still being so moody for this. Just think of the next move to improve ur studies.... and stop being so moody and pessimistic.wtf.......Always have to do this to motivate myself....lol

And....I have 2 words to urge myself moving forward instead of moving backward...

 The first is:

 

QIN

  This means to study hard. Got to work double and more to brush up my knowledge and practical. I wanna get degree this year at the meantime I don't want be a physiotherapist who don't know anything.

 However, I still hold my ground: Study hard but I play harder then.....lol

 The second is:

REN
While this means I got to bear with all kind of upcoming hardship and obstacles that I gonna face when striving for success. Leave all nonsense and unnecessary thing and ppl that is not important for me. 

Thisis a crucial year for me and my classmates...we got to strive for our degree and future.

So......leeli, u got to move on.

Be a bright spark.

Lunar New Year

Happy Lunar New Year to u guys!!!

  

After new year celebration with those loved, I back to KL again.

This year is quite special and yet different as the zodiac of the year is dragon.

I am a dragon year baby and that's the reason that makes me feel so excited and anticipated.

As usual, we have visiting several relatives' houses and gathering with my friends back in hometown.

Everybody looks so energetic and ecstatic with theirs' new year garment. Including me as well.

This year I didn't buy any special dresses or garments, just few simple blouses and a short jeans pant. That's all. 

 Well, this picture was taken when we shopped at Kluang mall.

 I tried to instruct my bro on using my HP to snap this picture and ended up with this poise >.<

 Accompanied my mom to buy some pork for praying purpose right on the new year eve.

 My cousin...they busy playing with the firecracker... they had fun to the max.

 All stuff for new year!!!

New year countdown!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 1st day of new year, gathering with Polly~

Take 1

Take 2

At night, another gang...they are funny^^

 My sis...

 Ppl always confused which of us is elder.

 She is much taller than me...

^^

 With those form six friendssss in my house. 

Secondary school friendssssss.

I was busy start from the 1st day of new year till Chu San.

I not really got a chance to enjoy those new year cookies and mandarin during new year but ulcer still likes my lips so much, probably I didn't take much of water.

New year, I am looking forward to a new start. Enjoy guys...
I have change my blog name and background. It imply the new starting after new year. 

 

Love life^^

Goyang Kaki.

As the name implies, I goyang kaki in my room now. Today is not working day!!! yahuu!!!
Finally got those pictures from last year December till new year countdown.
Lets the pictures do the talking here.

                               With him, I was doing my assignment in Station One cafe >.<

                               It's better than doing alone in the room and pulling my hair.

                                     After assignment submission and the bloody posting, 
                                                                Christmas is coming!!!

                                                          Love Christmas to the max!!!

                                          With the rabbit. (I look weird with this poise >.<)

                                                               On the way to Melaka. 
                                      (LOOK!!! my protruded teeth...I shall wear braces.)

                               Sleeping BEAUTY?!!! (Jun Fai (the other side), are u that tired?!!!)

                                         The Christmas gift to him and he loves it...muazksss

                                                   And this is my Christmas gift from him.

                                              Waiting for 2012 new year countdown at KLCC.

                                                            Another session in library...

                                                                 Had fun and enjoyed^^

Just posted some of the pictures. Very enjoyed myself to all these celebration cos friends and bf were together with me that time.
After the Melaka trip, I actually fall to sick for one week due to the excessive intake of satay celup!!!
Mom and dad were worried and scolded me cos I didn't take care of myself.
However, I managed to get well b4 the new year countdown so I was rushing back to KL once the fever subside!!! If not, I would be super sad!!! >.<
And now, what I am doing now is doing my part time in the florist shop. Earn some pocket money since the holidays is last for 2 mth. Wei, this is really a LONG holidays lor.
At the meantime, I am supposed to come out with my study plan but due to my laziness, it is all still pending.
LeeLi ah LeeLi...why do you always being so lazy?!!!
NO MORE EXCUSES ok...!!!
Recently, I just got my MUET exam results. I score band 4  (did it bcos college asked to sit and at least band 4).
I am super duper happy with it. At 1st, I never expected I can score the band cos I really screwed up both reading and writing part. I even prepare myself for the next retake again.
Thank to GOD...I am lucky enough to score the band. TQ!!!
Sorry for being too much cos I am really excited and the moment when I know I got the band I jump with my panty (I was 1/2 way changing tat time >.<) .

Gonna sleep now already.
Nitez...

Four...4...Empat

Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I scored band 4 for my MUET!!!
Maybe it is not a big deal to score band 4 BUT I am happy cos at least I achieve the requirement from the college.
Because I tot I screwed up my MUET as I can't finish to answer the reading part in time AND I just simply tikam for the next 2 passage.

Alright, will blog about it more...cos tired after work!!!


                                                                    ANYWAY


                                                          I AM SUPER HAPPY !!!

I sense it.

I think I look nice with my long hair. >.<  blek... No more short hair after this.

Simply say after looking at the mirror...lol...
I need to get rid of low self-esteem. New year, the new LeeLi. >.<

I read back the 1st post in this year, is about my new year resolution. There is really a few things I wanted to achieve and MUST achieve within this year!!!
In fact, I got a lot more of the new year resolution. Probably u guys can see I add it in the subsequent post.
In this post, I wanna say I wanted my English to be good. Improve my English standard and this always the reason tat drive me here to blog. Sorry guys, if u happen to read some kind of weird sentence or any kind of grammatical mistake >.<
As I mentioned in the previous post, I wanted to be more girlish lady as in know more about makeover (but I think I think look better without any make up or maybe I just not used to see the make-up face) and fashion. With my limited financial support, I need to spend wisely at the same time I able to achieve my goal !!! Gambateh!!!!! U can do it.


Flashback strike to my mind without prior notification while bathing.
Revive back to 2011. I not really satisfied with the last year cos most of the time I was moody.
Seriously, I don't like the last year of mine. Being too pessimistic.
This post with title of I sense it is because I started to feel better with the beginning of this new year, at least I am not pessimist at this moment but I still the girl who worry too much of thing...lol...tired of doing so but I can't help with this. This the nature of me >.<

 Another thing that I think of is HIM.
Thanks for the 6 years and another 5 months with u. With u I have learned thing. I appreciate all the thing that u have done for me but I can't cheat myself and u. I know what I want and how things gonna be if I pretended we are doing fine.
I have not guilt in making this decision cos I really think this is good for us. And sorry if I hurt u. I got no heart to cheat u. I AM SORRY.

(This gonna be the last time I talk about my previous relationship.)  

I didn't do well in my studies last year.

All the time I was really moody, can't really stay focus on studies and the modules in 3rd year were damn boring. Make me felt so sleepy and panic everyday. Somehow I managed went through those dry subject however the final result is still pending. I really HOPE I can get the progression letter to my final year successfully (Crossed my finger tightly!!!)

Last year like every year, I worried too much. Easy girl.

Above are all the thing that I feel sad and dissatisfied with the last year.

HOWEVER I got happy stuff to share too.

The one happiest thing is I, my family and all my friends was doing fine in last year!!!!!! Thank to GOD!!!

GOD, pls keep watching us safely all the time ^^ (Although one of my friend was facing a lot of problem but she still managed to go through it. jia you Ms D.)

Another thing is I moved back to hostel. Stay closer to my friends again >.< (UT, U shouldn't raise up the rental if not I still the resident there >.<)

I am happy cos I found this special one. He is cute and I love him ^^.

Happy go lucky. Enjoy^^
(Sorry for no pictures for this post)

Happy New Year !!!

Happy New Year guys!!!!!!! Welcome to the brand new new year ~2012~ ^^
This year I got a special new year countdown. My first new year countdown in KLCC, Kuala Lumpur >.<
Pretty enjoyed myself with bunch of friends and baby ^^ (Sorry, I didn't take any pictures on that day, was fully focus on the event ^^).
We went to Cheras, then heading to KLCC...library then fireworks in KLCC !!!Super happy when saw fireworks appeared in the sky!!!!!!! All the while, I have been enjoyed myself and hugging baby tightly. *winks*
This year I got a different new year countdown. I looking forward to the next new year countdown. I wanna be with my friends and baby in next new year countdown again  Love this atmosphere so much!!! crowded and high !!!

Was browsing through ppl's blog. Everybody got their own new year resolution. Where is mine?
I got a few...new year resolutions.

1. Progression letter from 3rd year to final year. (My exam board is going to release on February, so I hope I can proceed to my final year successfully >.<).

2.  Study hard and stay focus on my studies. Must get my degree!!!!!!! (I always have problem with concentration and get distracted very easily >.< ).

3. This year, I am going to turn into 24. So I wanna be more GIRLISH!!! I am serious to this!!!!!!!!

4. Treasure and appreciate all the things I have.

5. Make up learning. (Getting older but yet I still don't know about anything of make up >.< this is quite embarrassing.)

6. Love myself, family, boyfriend and friendsssss...

7. Make my blog more creative and interesting.

So far these are all I wanted to achieve within this year. Jia you ^^