Wohoo...after so long!!!

OMG...This post is after so long....

I was busy in preparing my project.

Speaking to my project, I truly not satisfied what I have written.

Sometime, I just don't understand why I can be so stupid.

I think I can't think analytically, my brain cells is not competent in doing this.

Always get stuck.

Nothing turns out after that.

But, I really do my best in getting everything done nicely.

I don't really go out during the preparation period for my project. I only meet friends during lunch or dinner time.

I can't even pay attention to what ppl talk.

keep thinking about my work.

Mom said, I'm thinking too much and putting so much of stress on myself.

Until, the last minutes....I still can't get off from thinking about it.

Very very disappointing upon my work.

Am I not competent enough or I should have work harder?

In fact, I really do my best. I DO!!!

Although already passed up those project already, I don't really feel happy, perhaps a little bit relief.

Seriously, I think I need a counselling session.

I can't really tell how my feeling is.

But, I'm pretty sure, I am NOT happy.

You guys can't imagine how stressful it is.

We did few assignments before.

But this is so much different from those previous works.

Everyone in the class was so tense up.

One thing I really dislike about myself is.......my poor English.

Grammatical error and framing proper English sentence.

These two can definitely drive me crazy.

That's the thing that makes me needs double works, I really can spend a long time to think just framing a paragraph.

After this, I really swear to get my English done properly,

Oh no...when writing this post....I already started feeling nervous and uneasy.

I think I should cry out loud.

But, I got the problem to express it out.

what is the best thing to keep myself from stop thinking about it?

There is two more exam coming in NOV.

I think I should move on and really strive for the coming exam.

That's how I think.

But, easier say than done.

I have been keep finding some reasons for motivating myself.

I bet crying is always the good thing to release the uneasy feeling.

Anyway, life goes on.

  

short getaway

I got awesome Raya holidays back in Penang.

Of course, I enjoyed myself at home as well....but Penang is where I can eat non-stop!!! I'm not gaining weight but the tummy is getting bigger la!!! >.<

This time, I'm so lucky to have such opportunity dine at Eastern Oriental Hotel, Penang.

I was so excited cuz I never thought that I could have such chance to pay my visit and trying their dinner buffet here. ^^

While on my way to E&O.

Here got some photos on that day.

The ambiance is just romantic and comfortable to dine in. 

Like 50's

 Full house^^

 There have 3 small corner for chinese food, westem food and mixed Japan & western food.

 A corner for pasta.

We can choose what flavor we like, the chef will cook instantly upon ur order.

 Seafood lover....eat ALL you can!!!!!!!

I felt so satisfied even with a look on them!!! 

 I don't really dare to try it. >.<

 I took a few pieces.

Forgot their name but they all are raw food.

Quite a nice taste though.

Along this row....they got many dishes!!!

Range from steamed fish till dessert.

Just take whatever you like.

 Dessert.

 Fruits chocolate...^^

 Teh tarik or Coffee?!!!

Apart from this, I also visited those famous painting in different street in Penang.

 See, it become a hot spot for tourist already.

 Me and the motorcyclist.

 Bf is just so funny^^

 Pull harder!!!

 Hey, who ask you to climb so high?!!!

 With the famous sis-bro cycling paints.

It is really bad as the vandalism spoil the painting.

But it was cleaned by the night itself, thx god!!!

 This is sweet^^...

 Wow such a big girl!!!

 Trishaw uncle in Penang road.

Those painting are situated in different street so we have to travel by motorbike all around the area. 

I don't really get down from motorbike for photo shooting as those places basically was crowded >.<

Just took those photos while sitting on motorbike.

Overall, I'm contended with this short getaway. Wish to spend more time in Penang, but holiday is over and we have to get bck to college again. 

Bye bye Penang!!!

I need more efforts.

Seriously, I CAN DO IT!!!

This is just simply a quote for encouraging purpose instead of feeling so dying here.wtf

I've been busy with my project lately.

I would say this is so tough to write for a project proposal.

I can't tell exactly how I feel now.

I guess I'm not good in planning. lol

Finally, placement over and holiday over as well.
Went back to home and also Penang.
I like the goyang kaki lifestyle at home...and watch all my fav series and cartoon >.<
I like Penang...cuz I can eat all I can!!!!!!!! (of course the happy hour with my bf).
We got no class for almost one month (now is less than 1 month to the project due date).
Everyone is so worried for the project. Sometimes, I feel sick to face the laptop screen!!!!!
That's make my eyes hurt. T.T
No matter how, I MUST finish my project!!!!!

You can do it!!!

Yo ^^

Ok, I'm not supposed to be free at the moment but I just wanna drop by here and say hi!!!

Oh man...my posting suppose to be completed by this Friday, which mean tmr. But the authority insist us to work till this Saturday!!!! Not happy at all. So I moody the whole day but I still able to smile somehow.

Don't worry, it is just another 1/2 day only!!!

This was how I told myself today. Phew...

I didn't buy ticket earlier for this Raya holiday.

So today, once I got to know have to work 1/2 day on coming Saturday, I started to panic cuz ppl keep telling me ticket is finishing!!!!!!!! (My plan was to just go on Saturday early morning then get ticket and zhao!!!!!!).

So after work, I faster caught Rupan fetched me to TBS to buy ticket. Luckily, I managed to get one!!!!

Thank God!!!!!!

Ok, got to back to my work now ^^

CassaFashion.

As the title implies, I gonna talk smtg about fashion.
I ain't fashionably but I like to see people or thing with trendy fashion.
As a student, I can't afford to branded stuff or just smtg with better quality (good quality = "GOOD" price) at the moment. Especially, clothing. No extra money for clothing la.
I always know online shopping can get cheaper stuff but I worried the size and the quality.
Tried a few shopping web before but the price is just DISAPPOINTING (Not under my range of expense la).
I'm quite petite in size and I like dress or clothes that can fit my body nicely (look sexy ma...).
So, I don't dare to buy dresses and tee through online shopping until I got to know CassaFashion.
I knew it from a blog post, which introducing about what CassaFashion is and what are the benefits to shop with CassaFashion.
I just saved the link in case I need it in future.Finally, one day (I don't remember when) I just opened it for random viewing.
OMG (that was my reaction for the first time viewing)....some dresses really caught my eye !!!
Without further hesitation, I got a few list under my cart. lol
I even shared the link to my sis in order to achieve 8 piece of stuff in my order list. (Minimum order requirement is 8 pieces!!!).
So, I can share with my sis or friends if my order is not more than 8 pieces.
The price is affordable and quality is good. The range of items is ranging from dresses, t-shirt, accessories, and women bags etc...
One more thing that keep me liking CassaFashion is their web design. Just very into my interest for further viewing.
I can really say the quality of those dresses are good absolutely because I already received my parcel !!!!!!!!!!

Finally, my parcel !!!

I can't describe how excited I was!!!

I placed my order on Saturday and I got my parcel on Tuesday!!!

Perhaps this is my 1st online shopping so I was a bit ecstatic when collecting the parcel from office!!! 

So, below are my dresses from CassaFashion. I personally love these all to the max!!!

 This definitely my fav one.

It does fit my body and completely fulfill my requirement of a casual dress.

This gonna be my great choice for movie next time !!!

The design and color are really lovely.

Just simply love it la wei.

wtf.

 This is really nice.

Again, it fits my body well.

I can't really tell my feelings.

Because I got a dress for cheap price (RM 27), good quality and fitting my body well. lol

 Still looking for a belt for this >.<

Just love its simple design and yet it suits my height. xoxoxoxoxoxo...

 Sis and bf said I look great with this dress on!!!

 I like the combination of color in this dress.

This one not bad too.

I already wore one of the dresses for movie last week.

Bf said I looked adorable and sweet la!!!!

 Tadah!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo...

The backside is just sexy la!!!

<3

I like how CassaFashion care about their client even after the payment and shipment done.
They even sent me an email to track my parcel. So I got to know why my parcel is late for one day.
Pretty impressed by the way they serve the client ^^.

Phew...I just need a break after being so excited when writing for this post   @.@.

Cuz I really excited about it. A new experience for meat the moment.

Next time I know where to get good stuff and reasonable deal if I can't find them from shopping mall ^^.

The break-through

The first glance at this picture really shake my heart.

I got it randomly from FB wall.

This is really amazing.

I'm just like this bird, standing in one corner of the world and fighting for my future.

Recently, I quite stressed up with the project and placement.

But I still able to cope with both so far.

However, I can't give a balance btw these two.

When doing project, thinking about assessment.

When writing for assessment, thinking about project.

This is how I spend my everyday since placement started.

Sort of going crazy mode in everyday.

I might look very relaxed but I can sense my nerves are panicking!!!
I've been questioning myself whether I can achieve this break-through or not.

Every night is going through the pulling hair-heart screaming-don't feel like doing anything mood.

Really have to struggle psychologically to tell myself:

All Izz Well!!!

and

Please work hard!!!

The things that holding me back from each of giving up thought are:

My Future.

My Parents.

Myself.

I wanted for so many so many things.

So, you know what you should do now.

Please work hard, leeli.

No jokes, this is very serious issue.
You need this break-through for everything in future.

Alex's birthday!!!

Seriously, I dislike posting for more than one month.
AND

3 weeks to go !!!

I always love to mingle with bunch of friends.
Loving the noisy atmosphere and laughter for our silly and hilarious jokes.
This time, we grabbed a chance and gather for Alex's birthday celebration.
So, a secret plan was undergoing for his birthday celebration without his knowledge and we got 2 mastermind to run out this plan.
Once everybody confirmed upon their attendance, we make a move out earlier than Alex. Just want to create some coincidence scene in restaurant with him (We knew earlier where he would goes for dinner with the friend.)

A handmade card with everybody wishes on and boxing glove were the birthday gift that we planned to give.
He interested on boxing lately, so boxing glove would be the best gift for him!!!!

Venue: Sushi Zanmai.

3 MUST during birthday ^^

 Step 1: Surprise look with the cake.

 Step 2: Make a wish

Step 3: cut the cake ^^

Feeding the cake^^

While waiting for our dinner.

I'm starving la wei!!!

 My empty plate.

 Finally, they served our dinner!!!!

However...

This was not mine.

 Unadon.

 My dinner set: seafood treasure.

Super like the seafood taste.

Erm....forgot the name d.
Anyway, it's really tasty.

With his lovely salad set.

Taipopo and the birthday boy, Alex.

My precious one <3

Me and the birthday boy.

Roomie ^^

Boy gang.

Gymate.

The so called DT gang.

Finally, the birthday boy with his boxing glove.

Happy birthday, Alex.